loveschildren | (no subject)

That's exactly right. You did. Don't you hate him?

...I hate him.

How would you make him pay?

I don't know.

He claims to love you.

He does.

Doesn't that just anger you, Mika?

...He left me. He left me but ---

[ he doesn't want to feel like this. these feelings are wrong. every part ofhim knows that yuu did nothing wrong, but ------ he can't help it. he has to hate him and it hurts. ]

Shh, kiss me.

[ he hates this. he doesn't want to feel this way -- these negative feelings inside of him make him want to vomit. yuu did nothing wrong. there's nothing to hate him for. he did nothing wrong he did nothing-------- he did nothing, he did nothing and now he's a monster.

--he tips his head back up, pressing his lips chastely to felid's. ]

[He runs his hands up Mika's back, amused and sliding his tongue against his lips, seeking to deepen that kiss.]

[ there's no command, but he knows what to do. mika opens his mouth, accepting the tongue and depth of the kiss with a soft sound. ]

[He kisses him deeply, tongue hot and wet as he explores Mika's mouth, secure in his full control--he's always secure in himself, but now it's even more amusing, honestly it's a shame it's only temporary.]

[ he hates this. he's always hated this, but -- mika knows what he has to do to survive. he's always known. his mind doesn't need to be controlled to know to press into the kiss, to rock his body into felid's with need --- to play it up like he actually wants him. ]

[He knows damn well Mika doesn't want it, that's what makes it more fun. Watching Mika pretend something they both know isn't true. He laughs into the kiss and settles his hands on Mika's ass, grinding obligingly against him.]

[ what a disgusting, disgusting laugh. he bites down on felid's bottom lip -- not trying all that hard to be gentle. ]

[He laughs again and yanks Mika back by the hair, dragging his nails sharply down the boy's chest.]

Pluck out your right eye, Mika.

[ ------------what?

losing body parts is only an inconvenience to vampires. he knows this. but, he was human once. that thought is still terrifying, it still makes his breath catch and his heart race when his left arm starts moving up across his body, as his fingers plunge into the socket with a stomach-churning squelch and enough pain to make him whimper. ]

Now draw it out, Mika ♥

[He watches, amused and turned on by Mikaela's fear.]

[ this is so much more excruciating than cleanly, quickly getting a sword through his chest. he knows this will heal quickly - he knows that it's not a problem, but it's slow and it's painful and he still has vision in that eye until he pulls, snapping the nerve with a scared, pained cry. ]

How lovely you look. How would you fancy being blind?

---Shut up-

Answer.

I wouldn't?

[ what the fuck kind of question ]

[He laughs and tangles his fingers in Mika's hair.]

Kneel between my legs.