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[ he yelps in pain, falling forward and -- not being able to catch himself. he's been told not to move, and that just impales his eye onto felid's fingers more. ]

[He wiggles his fingers again, enjoying this a lot but eventually pulling his fingers out and grabbing Mika's face, dragging him to push his cock in to replace those fingers.]

[ ----------what? he can't --- he can't process what's happening. he didn't expect it to go like this, thought that he'd just be tortured and then maybe thrown on the ground and fucked afterwards if felid got bored. not-- this. ]

Wha--

[Nope just shoving his cock into that socket and holding him that way.]

Hm?

[ ---he wants to push away, but he can't, because he's been told to stay still. and --- ...he knows that begging him to stop is going to get him nowhere. this is his life, after all, so --- ... he just takes it. ]

[Absolutely pleasuring himself with Mika's eyesocket then.]

[ that's ----- definitely hitting his brain. he's absolutely in the process of being lobotomized by felid's cock. this isn't pleasureable at all, it's just -- it's excruciatingly painful and it's terrifying. ]

[He's enjoying the feeling fine but more enjoyable is Mika's expression, the terror and the confusion. He pushes further, feeling his brain matter with his cock.]

[ ---well that. severely inhibits any thought function he has. he still can't move from the earlier command, but now with this -- he can't think, it hurts is he dying can he even die he ----- ]

[Yep his fucking picks up pace. He won't destroy Mika's head but it'll feel like it.]

[ it hurts, it hurts, each thrust makes him cry out and the only reason that he's not dead (or--- whatever the state a vampire is in when it suffers a mortal wound and you think it;'s dead is called) yet is regenerating between movements -- ]

[When he comes he comes with a soft moan, spilling deep in Mika's head, pulling out with a satisfied hum.]

[ his head droops down when felid pulls out, almost as if completely unresponsive. his mind is too jumbled, too blurry, too damaged to pay any attention to the semen that runs out of his emptied eye socket, down his face. ]

[Well that's extremely attractive, the way the blood and semen mix pink. He runs his fingers through Mika's hair as he recovers, just watching.]

[ the hand in his hair makes him shudder with his objective, and he's rapidly physically recovering, but still not moving. ]

You can move.

[ ...

there's not much change, other than wiping at his face to clean it off. ]

Don't waste that, lick it up.

[ he licks at his hand unenthusiastically.

just get bored, you fucking piece of shit. ]

Be more enthusiastic, Mika.

[ ---he looks up, flushed and a lot more alert. ]

Want to please me.

[ this is disgusting -- this is awful. he can't stand these orders that tell him how to think and feel -- he'd gladly follow felid physically without question for the rest of his life if it didn't mean resenting yuu, if it didn't mean wanting to please him and be enthusiastic about it. ]

--What do you want me to do for you? Tell me?

Get me hard again, first.

[ a quick, eager nod, and mika takes felid's cock back into his hand, stroking it with practice. ]