[It's reflex to hold the response in, to be quiet and stubborn. Knowing he's being manipulated and that his submission is a sick game to Felid makes him want to be as difficult as always, too. But a bigger part of him just tells that instinct to shut up, shut up, because there's nothing he can do, and he wants to feel something that isn't awful, and maybe, maybe he should just be grateful for this because at least it doesn't hurt anymore, not in the ways it used to, and at least, even if it's a gross forced lie, he does love Felid. He feels a little like crying, a lot disgusted at himself, but he just shoves that down and almost spitefully lets himself respond nice and loud, back arching as he presses against Felid's fingers in search of more, more pleasure, more of this fake feeling of love.]
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