[He's made of stubbornness, sadly. But he can pretend, wrapping his arms around Felid's neck and resting his forehead against his. It's not that different from all the years he spent insisting that it was fine to give himself up, as long as it was his choice. This is just another form of selling himself for his own gain. Right? Right. If he closes his eyes he can tell himself he's just coping. Biding his time. He just needs to keep himself together til he gets a chance to get away.]

Please stop talking about it for now. I have to work up to that much bullshitting.