[But he will kiss him, brief and uncomfortable, at once disgusted and craving more than a chaste peck.]
I'll work against you, as soon as I get an opportunity, and you know it.
[Thinking of that, in fact, reignites just a tiny spark of defiance. That's true. Even if he can't go home, he could help anonymously, somehow. Right? He could do something other than wallow all day. It's not like him to give up. But it's a really fragile thread of resistance. Felid's beaten hopelessness and uselessness into him quite thoroughly by now, and it's sure that cute boy in his heart is next to wiped out at this point.]
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[But he will kiss him, brief and uncomfortable, at once disgusted and craving more than a chaste peck.]
I'll work against you, as soon as I get an opportunity, and you know it.
[Thinking of that, in fact, reignites just a tiny spark of defiance. That's true. Even if he can't go home, he could help anonymously, somehow. Right? He could do something other than wallow all day. It's not like him to give up. But it's a really fragile thread of resistance. Felid's beaten hopelessness and uselessness into him quite thoroughly by now, and it's sure that cute boy in his heart is next to wiped out at this point.]