[ it's awful. everything about this feels awful. the way felid pushes against him, the sting of him pulling on his hair, how fucking hard he still is despite the fact that he doesn't want this--it's all awful.
but he shifts, moves his weight onto his knees when felid yanks him up like that, legs trembling but he still has enough control over them to keep himself upright, at least. for now. ]
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but he shifts, moves his weight onto his knees when felid yanks him up like that, legs trembling but he still has enough control over them to keep himself upright, at least. for now. ]
I-- h-hate you!