[It's true. He hates Felid even more because he loves him. Having his emotions turned around and reshaped like this is an unforgivable crime if there ever was one. He doesn't know what to do with it, and he feels like he's going to pieces inside, constantly at war with himself. And he has no reason to fake fine with Felid anymore, so he's just going to stay where he is and mutter that he hates him over and over under his breath, like if he drills it in enough it'll stick and overpower the love he doesn't want.]
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[It's true. He hates Felid even more because he loves him. Having his emotions turned around and reshaped like this is an unforgivable crime if there ever was one. He doesn't know what to do with it, and he feels like he's going to pieces inside, constantly at war with himself. And he has no reason to fake fine with Felid anymore, so he's just going to stay where he is and mutter that he hates him over and over under his breath, like if he drills it in enough it'll stick and overpower the love he doesn't want.]