[But he isn't trying to get away, the way he used to. It takes effort just to hold still, to keep himself from touching or leaning into Felid at all. He wants to. He wants to so bad it aches right down to the bone, but he knows even what he feels is twisted and forced and he doesn't want to give in to it.]
You've taken everything from me, Felid. Forcing me to care about you isn't going to make me forgive you.
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[But he isn't trying to get away, the way he used to. It takes effort just to hold still, to keep himself from touching or leaning into Felid at all. He wants to. He wants to so bad it aches right down to the bone, but he knows even what he feels is twisted and forced and he doesn't want to give in to it.]
You've taken everything from me, Felid. Forcing me to care about you isn't going to make me forgive you.