[And honestly repeatedly being reminded that he's hated and feared is painful. All this time he blamed the circumstances of his birth for the loathing that was thrown at him. But now he's on top of the world -- no one can challenge him, no one would dare to throw soda bottles at him now, or call him or his friends and family garbage -- and he feels just as alienated and despised as ever. But he can't expect Felid to grasp that kind of feeling when he can't even grasp the concept of not trampling on others, so he just shuts it off and walks on ahead, clearly done with the discussion.]
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[And honestly repeatedly being reminded that he's hated and feared is painful. All this time he blamed the circumstances of his birth for the loathing that was thrown at him. But now he's on top of the world -- no one can challenge him, no one would dare to throw soda bottles at him now, or call him or his friends and family garbage -- and he feels just as alienated and despised as ever. But he can't expect Felid to grasp that kind of feeling when he can't even grasp the concept of not trampling on others, so he just shuts it off and walks on ahead, clearly done with the discussion.]